Having said what I said in my last post, I wonder what it's like having a small vocabulary... Not that I'm an expert. But I appreciate people with word skills:)

I can't figure out how to send longer messages from my phone to post a blog. I'm limited by 160 characters.. Ahh this prison of few words.. -Chris

Plans

I'd love to make plans for the day... I hate not having options. I get such anxiety when I can't do whatever I want. It's for the best. Just heard a song.. "Just too busy being fabulous.. Too busy to think about us.." That was me. That is me no longer. I have plans to follow through with. I have a bf who loves me and wants to be with me and I don't plan on having it any other way any longer. I'm no longer going to be too busy for him. I'm no longer going to make plans without him. I don't think either of our hearts can afford it! So I'm just going to wait :) Actually feels good. Gives me time to blog and mess around and not worry about entertaining someone. -Chris

Bored; I would totally go into fashion design if it didn't require so much trial and error! I have a sewing bug that needs feeding but no skills to satisfy!

My Love/Hate Relationship With My Job

It's probably not that hard to explain. I'm assuming everyone has been through this or is currently going through this. One moment you're happy as shit about your job situation, the next you're imagining your place of employment and your fellow employees didn't exist! In my situation I can probably chalk it up to hormones. Sounds silly I know. I work in a mainly female environment where everyone is on the same menstrual cycle! Holy moly! To make matters worse, most of the woman I work with are head strong and have the 'right' way to do everything! Unfortunately I can't be happy just disliking and wishing them away. Most of these woman are motherly and nurturing in there own way. It can be refreshing to hear about something they've gone through that I'm going through or to relate in some way to someone with more life experience. No happy medium for me. All this worrying over who I work with distracts me from my actual job! I looooooove the people I get to help! On the flip side, it's HARD work! It makes me wish all those nurturing ladies would kick it up a notch and move their butts!!!!! ~Chris

Blogging from my phone. Kinda like tweeting. :p me likeyyyy.

Overdue

The time to act on your word is long overdue. Did you think I'd be happy waiting for you? Think about the last time we talked about this. I explained it all 10 times. was there something you missed? Pleasant words are nice to hear but your actions are screaming at me my dear. Lift up your head. Don't be down at heart. You have the rest of your life to do your part. If there's one thing I've said that hasn't gotten through; Prioritize your life because life isn't waiting for you. I can't force you or push you to be something you don't want to be. So I'm raising my hands to the One who can fix anything. _Chris

Care

One second I don't care. The next second I do. I feel so many things when I think about you. Time's flying by. Time's standing still. The thought of you keeps me warm then gives me chills. My worlds spining out of control yet I'm standing still. Why do I love you..?.. Is it for the thrill?

The cost..

You really don't know what you want until you're about to lose everything. it's a viscous cycle of achieving, becoming stagnant, then losing everything over nothing. wow . I wish there was a way to see what is coming next or what actions will lead to what reactions. I guess that's life. _chris

Poem

Looking for good, witty, short poems. Anybody?

IQ

I took an IQ test online.. My score was 131. I was a little confused by some of the questions but I guess I got enough right! I wanted to see how my score rated, like, Above average, average, below average. You know. However, to receive this information, I would have had to pay 20 bucks! No way. You see, I'm smart enough to know not to spend money on a few numbers printed on a sheet of paper. lol. So take that you online money swindlers!

Streeeeesssss

Man alive, stress could kill a person. I try to take a deep breath and chill, but my mind is so full of things I need to get done. I should write them down. I've heard it helps... But I can't go to sleep now. I don't have an alarm and I need to be up in 3 hours. That will never happen if I fall asleep now...... I guess I'll just sit here and worry about everything all over again.

BTW

I don't have money for France. lol. It wasn't very realistic. I will go there some day though. I will visit China and Italy too.
~Chris

6 Months!

Wow. I can't believe I haven't posted in 6 months. I guess I lost interest. Things get in my way and distract me. I forget.
I was in Green Bay last weekend. It was for a Bible conference a couple Churches from over there put on. It was great fun! I didn't get half enough sleep, and had twice as much fun as I should. lol. I don't think I've been able to catch up on sleep yet. I'll get used to being deprived of sleep though. I do every summer when I actually have a life. Life does seem droopy during the winter. When I get enough money, I'm going to move to the west coast. my winters will be toasty warm and I'll have a tan all year long!
Next weekend my friend Jae is coming up from Indiana to visit me!! I haven't seen her in 2 months! I'm going to loose a ton of sleep! Great fun!
I'll post soon maybe.. he he.
~Chris

France!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to France!!!!!! wow! isn't that cool!?! I have a lot of saving to do, but I think I'll make it!
Work is good..... Kinda'. I don't like it of course. Who likes work? but it's a steady job. aside from this, There isn't anything new. Well, I'm leaving for camp for a week. I'm really happy for the brake from work and stuff.
OK. I'll post like, another month. lol. ttyl
~chrisiepooh

Little Nothings

Hey y'all! How's it going for you gals?
I'm finishing school, working, hoping to re-start teakwondo and trying to keep in-touch with all my friends. Simple little tasks that don't take a whole lot of effort just money. lol. Life's good right? lol.
I'm not in the best way right now as far as guys go. I'm so confused by them. J.S. Told me I was confusing. BAH! He needs to take a long look in the mirror! (Or in his soul!) What is he thinking? For goodness sakes! What ever. I've decided not to worry about it any more. If he has something to say to me, he needs to call me or something. But he won't. Because guys like him never do. They are so horrible at follow-ups. ARG!
I'm getting siked about all the parties and grad parties that are coming up!!!!!!! Weddings too! Man this is going to be a heck of a summer! I can feel it in my bones!
BTW, Mellen, If you want to publish poems, here is a link to a web site that does a lot of that. www.poetry.com . They are the ones publishing one of my poems. It's really easy. (well, easy for me because I was getting all these spam mail things from them. They sent me a bunch of sing-up emails for a book thing.I need to get taken off their mailing list!!I get at least 4 emails a week. ARG!)
I started running! Finally! Well, I don't ALWAYS run. Sometimes I walk. It depends on my mood I think. If I'm happy, I walk. If I'm upset or angry, I run. So being angry is actually good for me in a way! lol.
OK. I'm heading to bed now.
~Chrisiepoohpooh

Feeling better!

Hey y'all! It's mothers day! I stayed up way to late last night but I still feel great!
Charissa and I were talking about having a rock climbing day in Eau Claire. We would also plan a tubing trip and Pizza!! You guys let me know the best time for y'all. We were thinking about 2 or 3 weeks from now. We need to give people enough time to ask off work and save up cash. Just email me. OK!
~Chrisiepooh

Nothing New Really

Wow. It's been for ever since I last blogged. It's not like I've been busy or anything. I just lost a lot of interest in it. I don't think I'll get into it as much as I once was, but I'll try to keep it up-dated better.
I'm planning on starting Teakwondo again! I'm getting really excited about it! I just need to make sure I have enough money for it. lol. Why is it that money is always in the way of things getting done? lol. I'm not sure how soon I'll be able to re-start it. I'm trying to save for a car. We'll see.
I'm sorry to all of you girlies if I've seemed distant lately. I've had a lot on my mind. It must be the season. I just need to snap out of it.
Prom was great! If I ever get to the library I'll post some pix on my picture blog. I might have shown you all them already...... What ever.
I started running! I try to run every day, however, I don't always get to it. My mom keeps me pretty busy in the garden. It's good for me though. Sorry Jae. I know we were going to start together. But you can always join me!! We'll see if you can keep up;) lol.
OK. I'll try and type at y'all later!
~Chrisiepooh

Dance, Work, and Other Things.

Dance:We had our last dance practice for V-Ball last night! It was a lot of fun. I'm getting soooo excited about V-Ball!! I'm going to where the same dress I wore last year. But I'm not going to be so up-tight with it. lol. Last year I wore a shrug and gaudy earrings. This year it's going to be a bit simpler. Smaller earrings, bare shouldered. I'm not so self conscious as I used to be.
Work: OMG! I cannot stand working with this guy from my work. His name is Mark, he's 35 or something around there, and he acts like he knows everyone so well when he's only been working here about 3 weeks now. I was training this kid today, so I was busy but I needed something done. I asked him to go get something for me and he turned to my trainee and asked him if he was being trained right then, and almost asked him to go get the stuff for him. He was doing nothing. And then, after he realized he had to go get the stuff, he told my trainee to cover his spot. yeah right! My trainee didn't know any of it. That's why I was training him. duh! He also is always making really suggestive remarks to all the girls there. He Nick-names them things like 'Snow white' and 'Tinker-Bell'. SICK! One of my managers put a stop to that. But next time he makes a suggestive remark to me, I'm am getting him written up for sexual harassment. If I hear him make a remark to any other girl at my work, I'm getting him written up. AND if I hear him talking about any of the girls at my work, he is soooooo getting written up. I'm really glad I'm friends with all the managers. lol.
Other things: I set up my hair appointment for the 28th!(Prom night) I have to take my pictures in of how I want my hair done.!!! I can't wait! I have to get new shoes for my prom dress. The ones I have are not going to match Josh's tux. I think I'll go with a silver or creme.
OK. I have to run!
~Chrisiepooh

My shampoo!

By the way, I use Burt's Bees shampoo! I loooooove it! It smells like fruit and stuff!