Having said what I said in my last post, I wonder what it's like having a small vocabulary... Not that I'm an expert. But I appreciate people with word skills:)

I can't figure out how to send longer messages from my phone to post a blog. I'm limited by 160 characters.. Ahh this prison of few words.. -Chris

Plans

I'd love to make plans for the day... I hate not having options. I get such anxiety when I can't do whatever I want. It's for the best. Just heard a song.. "Just too busy being fabulous.. Too busy to think about us.." That was me. That is me no longer. I have plans to follow through with. I have a bf who loves me and wants to be with me and I don't plan on having it any other way any longer. I'm no longer going to be too busy for him. I'm no longer going to make plans without him. I don't think either of our hearts can afford it! So I'm just going to wait :) Actually feels good. Gives me time to blog and mess around and not worry about entertaining someone. -Chris

Bored; I would totally go into fashion design if it didn't require so much trial and error! I have a sewing bug that needs feeding but no skills to satisfy!

My Love/Hate Relationship With My Job

It's probably not that hard to explain. I'm assuming everyone has been through this or is currently going through this. One moment you're happy as shit about your job situation, the next you're imagining your place of employment and your fellow employees didn't exist! In my situation I can probably chalk it up to hormones. Sounds silly I know. I work in a mainly female environment where everyone is on the same menstrual cycle! Holy moly! To make matters worse, most of the woman I work with are head strong and have the 'right' way to do everything! Unfortunately I can't be happy just disliking and wishing them away. Most of these woman are motherly and nurturing in there own way. It can be refreshing to hear about something they've gone through that I'm going through or to relate in some way to someone with more life experience. No happy medium for me. All this worrying over who I work with distracts me from my actual job! I looooooove the people I get to help! On the flip side, it's HARD work! It makes me wish all those nurturing ladies would kick it up a notch and move their butts!!!!! ~Chris

Blogging from my phone. Kinda like tweeting. :p me likeyyyy.

Overdue

The time to act on your word is long overdue. Did you think I'd be happy waiting for you? Think about the last time we talked about this. I explained it all 10 times. was there something you missed? Pleasant words are nice to hear but your actions are screaming at me my dear. Lift up your head. Don't be down at heart. You have the rest of your life to do your part. If there's one thing I've said that hasn't gotten through; Prioritize your life because life isn't waiting for you. I can't force you or push you to be something you don't want to be. So I'm raising my hands to the One who can fix anything. _Chris